This week is a little bit different than the others we have had so far. We usually have about 60-70 participants here but due to the 4th of July holiday we only have 30 this week. I never imagined it would change the dynamics of the week so drastically. It seems like everything has changed because there are fewer here this week. CLUBs are especially different because it feels more like a sunday school class instead of a youth group. The kids this week are also a little bit different from the previous groups. I know that I shouldn't compare weeks but it is so hard because last weeks group was amazing. These kids this week are very hard to motivate and they seem like they don't really want to be here most of the time. They are also just different than me and it is hard to relate to many of them. I know that Jesus has called us to love those who are hard to love so this week I am really trying to put myself aside and love on them as much as possible. I know that God is going to use this week to show me some new things regardless of my attitude towards it. I am excited for the 4th of July however and we have some fun things planned. We are taking all the youth to a fireworks show in the evening . Here in Lincoln County they take the 4th of July very seriously and they have some really cool things planned for it. I hope that it is a good time for all.
In my devotions I have been reading through the book of Joshua and learning about God's faithfullness to his nation of Israel. Joshua 1:9 has been a theme verse for me this week as it reminds me to be "Strong and Courageous" in the Lord. I find great peace in knowing that God is here beside me to fight my battles of tiredness, loneliness, and anything else that comes my way. I just need to face them with courage and God will bring me through.
I really am enjoying my time here in WV but at the same time I am really looking forward to being back home and back at school. I tell myself to take one day at a time but it is very easy for me to get anxious about the end of my summer. God has so much more planned to show me and I need to be living in the here and now instead of wishing for the end. Keep up your prayers and God bless!
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oh Toby, i'm glad you are so motivated and determined to make things work. I understand what you are talking about how different groups have different dynamics and sometimes those dynamics makes it harder to accomplish things or go the way you want them too. even though the kids might seem unresponsive, you never know how this week might effect their lives a couple months or even years down the road. stay faithful, like in your readings and it'll be brilliant. i miss you lots and can't wait to see you. hang tough!! much love, thanks for the prayers!
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